"the life of our mission is people"

It must have been kind of disappointing. I was in a posting-frenzy, and then nothing for weeks. Sorry guys.

I'm in my new apartment now, and there's still no internet..so that's partly why.

I'm alive. Been very busy with moving, helping visiting teams, hanging out with our people, just a lot of things. It's been hot at night, sometimes too hot to sleep, so that's been taking a lot of my energy. Busyness + lack of sleep.

I had a good time with a visiting team from Ukraine, we went downtown to talk with the street kids and beggars. We gave them sandwiches and just spent some time with them. It was really great. Also, not so great but still exciting, I said goodbye to my friend who is moving with her family to Rwanda. I'm just excited for her to be there, and excited that maybe I could go visit her there! I really want to! Today went to an orphanage with the team from Ukraine, it's good because I was just there a few weeks ago and the kids still remember me. Building relationships. Went to a Georgian party last night: the owners of the house that Marina and I were living in before, returned. And so the neighbors, whom I befriended during my time there, had a party. I helped to make khinkali!! It was pretty fun too. Tomorrow we (Marina + kids and me) are going to Gardabani to help Diana (YWAM staff+friend) with their kid's program at their church. It's the first meeting (not ever, but the first one in a long time) and so hopefully that will be good too.

I'm learning a lot about having real faith. Persevering in relationship (sometimes making steps towards that and sometimes making mistakes (voluntary, usually) away from that...but definitely learning about the topic and hoping to see some victory soon!). Just getting more established here in YWAM Tbilisi and in what I'm doing. Building some new ideas for what I'd like to do/what God will call me to do, in the future. I realized that this was happening (this establishment) a few weeks ago, and I had this picture of like a tree putting it's roots down, and then remembered Psalm 1. "Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers. But his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers." I want to be like that, in what I'm doing here in Georgia. My roots are going down (at least for now) and I want them to be planted by God's stream so that I bear fruit because of God's power through me and in me. Of course, I wish I could paint that word picture more beautifully (it's a little more detailed than that in my head) but I hope you understand.

So, this is my life.

"The life of our mission is people."

sitting

Today I went into one store to buy something to eat (I walked a lot and was hungry), so I bought these 2 little sausage things. But on the steps of the store was a little old woman begging for money, and I realized that I couldn't just walk past her eating my sausages. So I offered her one and sat down with her and ate. She told me a bit about her life. Her husband died like 14 years ago, her kids & grandkids died too (if I understood correctly), and she sits on this step everyday begging for money. She also lives far away, so she has to take the metro and then a marshutka (van) to get there. It was really, sweet is not the right word, but just really memorable: sitting on the steps to a Nicora store eating a tiny sausage with an old beggar woman. But I'm thinking now, is there something more I could've done?

So I guess there's still this war in Georgia. I mean, not officially, but Russia is still here, and it's starting to get annoying. I read a headline just now that said, "US demands Russian troops to leave Georgia". So we'll see where that goes...

procrastination

I was reading through some of my old posts (in other words, procrastinating on writing my newsletter due to my inability to filter through all the information/experiences of the past 10 days) and I long so much to re-experience those first days in Georgia! Maybe not entirely, maybe as like an outsider watching me or something. But really. You know, pre-war-time. Pre-knowledge-of-the-language. Pre-knowldege-of the culture. Pre-a-lot-of-things.

Oh, and you can check out some pictures from our Summer Missions School here.

God really works things out.

I don't know why all of a sudden these days I'm in like updating-my-blog-mood, but I guess it's good for you guys. :-)

So right now Marina & I are in apartment finding mode because we need to move out of this house by August 27th (the kind family who let us stay here while they were in America is returning on the 28th). And today we found the most "magari" (cool) apartment. Seriously! It's newly remodeled, not 100% Western, but a lot more Western than most Georgian apartments. It has 2 bedrooms, one for me and one for Marina. A cute living room. A super cute bathroom. The lady is going to buy a washing machine. There's hot water. AND it's like 5 minutes from our current YWAM office, also the place where we will hold our DTS! So I'm very excited!!

It's also really interesting, because yesterday we looked at an apartment, and it was nice, but not totally what we needed, but I was really tempted to say, "ok!! we'll take it." because I was thinking that we wouldn't find another and our time is running out. But God really worked things out and it's so exciting. We still haven't given a 100% sure yes to the lady yet, because although I'm like 99% sure, we were advised to wait just a bit to make sure it's the right choice. And so we'll call in the morning and let her know.

Anyways, just wanted to share that news!! Please be praying for us though, that we will for sure make the right choice. And also it will be more expensive to live there, so I think I will need some more finances. And we will be in a new neighborhood (well, not a new area, but a new apartment building, and in Georgian culture relationships are VERY important), so I'm sure we will have a lot of new people to get to know. But it's way cool and I am dzalian mixaria (very happy!!).