character is essential

I am still alive.

In Holland.

Although, I feel that my homework is eating me alive.

But I'm surviving.

One of my "goals" for the BCC was to grow in self-discipline. And I guess forcing yourself to do the homework you have to do even when you don't want to do it would fall under that category.

My life is very interesting, right now. Feel like I'm driving blindfolded. And I'm so not in control. I'm totally tried in my patience. But I know there's no other end than to persevere.

So continues the process of character growth.